There are several different sorts of weapons that are being used on me. I am not educated on their technological specifics and there is so much disinformation on the web that it is difficult to investigate it and get accurate results. But judging by my experiences, there appears to be laser and microwave weapons that are hand held, and there also appears to be lasers, microwaves and psychotronic weapons that are directed from afar - like through satellites. Here are a few of my experiences with various types of weapon attacks.

    These are difficult to list, because I am being watched microwaved and my mind starts going blank when I try to document the targeting. I believe that I have had many psychotronic weapon attacks, which have tried to erase my memories of these crimes. But, thank God, my memories come back. I don’t know if they all do, but at least some do.

    What I perceive as psychotronic weapon types of intrusions seem to have different effects. Sometimes its a high pitch ring in my ears accompanied by pain in my head, which can range from mild to so severe that it causes intense pain and vomiting. Sometimes there is no ring in my ears and just sharp pains shooting into various parts of my head. Sometimes it feels like a vice grip around my skull and a dull ache in my whole head...etc.
    With this I have experienced temporary memory losses, sudden diminished eye sight and hearing or numbness in various parts of my face. All of these things seem to suddenly stop as quickly as they began. One time I went completely blind for a few seconds. Sometimes I get no symptoms but have felt sudden rounds of thoughts, anger or other emotions, which were not connected to how I was feeling, and were at strategic times. I have often felt an unexplainable mental numbness - like my head is in a fog and I have trouble even retaining a thought for more than a few seconds. Before I realized that microwave weapons could have this effect, I had felt like I was being drugged. Perhaps it w

    With what seems like general microwaving, which is done VERY often since the mid 1980s, I have experienced extreme levels of fatigue, digestive problems, mild nausea and mental numbness.

    Since the late 1980s I have experienced what seems like a form of microwaving that is radiant - it slowly comes on and causes pain in my head and forms a knot at the base of my skull on the back right side of my head. This always happens the same way. The knot is always in the same place. The intensity of pain is always medium to strong. It always comes on slowly and leaves slowly. This has happened more times than I can list or count and it often hits torture levels.

    In 2007 I got a call from a perpetrator who had been pretending to be a friend. “How is your foot,” she anxiously asked, at the beginning of the conversation. I had NOT told her anything about the fact that my foot was suddenly in pain since the previous day. (This was during the “Patriots Day Storm”) I had not sustained any sort of injury and my foot was suddenly twisted in an odd way, causing a lot of pain, especially when I walked. This happened just after I’d made plans to help the town do clean up after the storm. I was suddenly unable to help, due to my foot, and was degraded for not helping. (I’m sure that the ones who did the degrading were members of the local covert harassment group.)
    This was also during a time when I’d been trying to take better care of myself and was walking at least a mile a day. It seemed like the foot problem was with the tendons. It was not like anything I’d experienced before or after this. There was no heat and no sudden infliction of pain, like I have experienced with laser shots. I had not twisted or sprained my foot and it was not that type of feeling. I just woke with something suddenly being unusually wrong with my foot. It did eventually return to normal.
    The fact that a perpetrator knew that this had happened to me WITHOUT my telling her, implies that it was an intentional infliction. I feel that some of the weapons are probably like those used for medical laser surgery and can effect internal nerves and tendons without cutting the skin.

    Later in 2011, during this time when I was figuring out that I was being targeted with microwaves and satellites and had connected with John Hall I was being hit hard, with what felt like steady electromagnetic frequencies being shot into my brain through over a week, while I was at my youngest daughters house. This got so intense that I could hardly stand it. The goal during this attack seemed to be to convince my daughters that I needed to be admitted into an institution and it was successful. I fueled their belief by making a hat out of lead chimney flashing. When I put it lead over my head the pain completely stopped, but then started right up again, seeming to come in through my face. I shifted the hat to cover my face and it stopped again, until it came in through the exposed lower back of my head. I shifted the hat to cover that spot and it stopped again...etc. I was sitting still and was on top of a hill when this happened. What ever was being used on me was coming from the sky and was able to quickly circle around me and come at me from different angles and directions, like from a satellite. Are satellites equipped with laser weapons? It appears so. Unless there is some other sort of technology that can shoot lasers from the sky.

    Near the end of 2011 I’d started posting some of my experiences on the web. During one of the times I’d pulled into the parking lot of a place where I could get internet access, a vehicle pulled in after me and then I experienced a sudden intense heat flash in my head, which was accompanied by extreme pain. The heat was almost as intense as the pain. It felt like I’d been shot, but there was no blood or gash - just heat and pain. This was an obvious shot from some sort of laser weapon. Weather it was actually hand held or coming from afar is undeterminable, although a vehicle had parked near me just before this happened. I’ve felt that those who target me sometimes slyly hit me, from afar, at times when a car pulls near me, so that the people in the vehicle are blamed. These sorts of tactics seem to be orchestrated, in order to make me blame an innocent person and appear crazy. Around this time period, this tactic appeared to be being performed, in order to make me disbelieve that I was being hit with lasers from satellites, because it began directly after I’d figured that out. Around this time period, when I was realizing that it was coming from satellites, a military man pulled up next to me and loudly barked out, “You keep testing! You know what is going to happen if you don’t STAND DOWN!” This was done as if he were talking to his wife, but the timing of it, as well as the fact that his wife was not paying attention or responding, made me know that the message was for me. (This is the way most messages are delivered - indirectly through puppets who pretend to be talking to someone else.) “Its the part of the conversation that is said the loudest,” one of them once told me.

    In the spring of 2013, as I aimed to produce a publication, which exposed the targeting, I got a call from a perpetrator who was pretending to be an expert Targeted Individual, and was trying to convince me that the targeting was coming from a demonic force and not from technologies. I did not believe him. I knew that the whole demonic thing was what they wanted me to think, so that I would just look crazy and they could continue torturing people with microwave and laser weapons. When I refused to believe him, he angrily blasted out, “You don’t understand, you are about to be attacked by demons! You’d better protect yourself”
    The next morning, when I sat up in the back seat of my car, (where I sleep)I felt sudden extreme pain in the back left side of my head. This was excruciating! At first I thought that I had twisted it the wrong way or something, although I had not been turning my head when it happened. I now believe that I was shot with some sort of laser weapon - one that did not inflict the usual heat, but left me in severe pain and with a large lump on my head. The lump was literally on my skull, as if I’d banged my head on something. But I didn’t. And my head was fine, until I sat up in the seat. The intense pain lasted for at least four days. Within those days, every movement hurt. I was in constant pain and could not turn or lift my head without being in excruciating pain, which radiated down through my neck and into my shoulder and arm.

    In the summer of 2013, I had started to talk to those who target me, because it had become evident that they could hear me, no matter where I was. On one particular morning I had verbally expressed extreme defiance. Directly after this, while I was walking in a store, I experienced a sudden stabbing pain in my lower back. I had not been bending or lifting or twisting. I was just walking the same way that I always walk. It felt like there was sudden nerve damage and no physical injury that could have caused it. It was about a week before I could stand up straight and walk without being in severe pain. This was not the first time this sort of thing happened. This sort of thing has also been happening to my right arm during times when I have been aiming to work. During these times, there is a sudden injury with no physical explanation.

    In July 2014, as I began combing through my writings on the web, and in my latest books, I suddenly started experiencing intense, pin pointed heat and pain in my left pinky finger. This continued, off and on, for a couple days and the heat got so intense that it felt like my finger was being burnt. My knuckle turned red. During one of the episodes, I shielded my finger between the door of my car and my leg and the pain completely stopped. I did this a few more times, with the same results, and ended up convinced that it was indeed being shot with some sort of laser weapon. By the end of only two days, my finger was crippled - bent to the point of my not being able to straighten it and I now have a hard time reaching into my pocket with that hand.

    Sometimes the weapons seem to be used just to irritate or violate me. In the 1970s and 1980s I used to get a persistent tickle in my nose literally EVERY time I did the dishes. I’d get my hands in the suds and my nose would suddenly start itching. This used to baffle me. Why on earth would my nose start to tickle every time I do dishes? I now believe that it was being done with a laser weapon, because it also happened at other strategic times, like when I dined with people...etc. And then they’d have the puppets tease me about picking my nose. Due to this I am particular about my nose cleaned out, although it is not what is in my nose that creates the tickle.
    I have had sudden, unexplainable onsets of urges to go to the bathroom although I do not really have to go. This seemed to happen at strategic times. I’ve have recently had repeated episodes of this when I try to write. And in 2013, when they were pretending to covertly helping me, literally every time they lead to me to a place where there was supposed to be help I suddenly had to go to the bathroom. These were isolated incidents. It had not happened to before or since. It appears to be inflicted by microwaves.
    I have also experienced episodes of small stinging sensations on my head or back, as if a bug is biting me, although there are no bugs there. This also seems to happen at strategic times, like the time when I met a friend for lunch and could not stop scratching head - it felt like something kept stinging me - like a bee sting. It was like a form of torture during the whole conversation. It turned out that they did not want me befriending this woman, because a puppet moved in and squashed the relationship shortly after that.
    There is also some sort of laser being used on my vaginal area, which causes a persistent tickle or itch. This got severe by the fall of 2013, when the nipples on my breasts were also being lasered to the point of causing pain. After I mentioned it the assault on my vaginal area vamped up to the point of causing open cuts and bruising...etc. During this time they were having puppets walk by me grabbing or itching their groin. The assault is still happening. I try not to pay attention to the puppets, so I am not sure if they are still reminding me of the sexual assault, which I also try to ignore.
    I have also had periods of a strange vibration in my anus, which does not feel natural, since 2005. It seems like I am being sexually assaulted, on a regular basis, and it feels like a horrible violation and I need it to stop.

    I believe that my dog was being targeted in 1990s. She suddenly died of strange and medically unexplainable infliction to one of her organs. The veterinarian had said that her spline had twisted and that there is no medical explanation for such a thing. He was baffled by it. I have also experienced two cats behaving very strangely at certain times. During one of the vamp ups in targeting (around the year 2001) is when my dog died and two of cats were suddenly missing...etc. But that another part of it.

    I believe that microwaves are also used for inconspicuous murder. I believe that Lupus is caused by microwaves. And I believe that heart attacks can be caused by microwaves. I know an unusual amount of people who suddenly died of heart attacks at strategic times. In 2002 my cousin suddenly died of a heart attack, which seemed like a distraction from investigations that were taking place around my little brothers suspicious death. In 2001 friend of mine suddenly died of a heart attack at a time when targeting had vamped up on me. In 2005 a friend’s father suddenly had a heart attack after her brother in law died, around th time when she was trying to re-connect with me and had told me about the letter she had gotten from me, although I had never sent it. In 2006 I was given lupus with microwaves and in 2010 and 2013 I was shot with a laser weapons which seemed to induce a painful heart attack. This has also happened in milder ways, an uncountable number of times and appears to be just to terrorize me and make me think that they are going to give me a heart attack. As this happened, puppets kept saying things like, “Your going to give me a heart attack.” I had never had heart problems prior to these episodes or since then. I feel certain that my heart is fine and that it is part of the technological targeting and terrorizing.

    I have sometimes felt sudden pain in various parts of my body, which do not feel natural and seem like a mild laser shot.

    There appears to be some sort of technology that can remotely transmit odors, because there have been several occasions where I feel sure that I was smelling something, at strategic times, that was not naturally there. One example of this was in 2001 when I was driving home and kept smelling a VERY strong odor of smoke. I even stopped my car to see if it was on fire. There was no smoke in it or around it. Yet, I still kept smelling it. When I got home my house was on fire, literally. I had passed this off as some sort of intuition, although it had never happened to me before, but I now believe that the oder was technologically delivered, due to other experiences. It appears that those who target me knew that my home was burning down.

    There also seems to be a technology that can produce heat or cold in our bodies. I have experienced this at times when it did not seem natural.

    It appears that microwaves can be used to interfere with hair growth, because my hair has gone through unusual periods of uneven growth. I have also had periods of more than normal hair loss when I am being heavily microwaved. I thnik this is probably due to unhealthy levels of radiation.

    It appears that microwave weapons can alter the pigment in skin. This was done to my vaginal area. After I had a dream about the criminals trying to slander me through putting a picture on the web, which had someone elses body and my head on it. . .I made statements about how my skin is unusually dark and that this appears to have triggered a period of lasering my vaginal area. . .and my skin pigment changed and became much lighter and my hair even turned white in some areas. This took place with about a couple weeks.

    Recently, when I sit down to do a batch of serious writing, I suddenly have to go to the batheroom. After I started ignoring it, I went into a bathroom, sat on the John and a woman came into the room and angrily yelled out, "You will go to the bathroom when I tell you to!" She wass a puppet pretending to be talking to a child, but the timing of it made it an obvious message for me. (This is how they deliver denyable messages.)

    This list could fill a whole book. Yes natural things do happen also, but strangely, those who target me seem to WANT me to know its them, because they send messages either telling me what they are going to do or having a puppet act it out in front of me. And I can usually sense e if a sensation in my body is natural or something else.

    Almost every day, I experience some sort of intrusion into my body or life with microwave and/or laser weapons. The only times that I have had extended breaks, (a week or two) was when I suddenly took off, across the country, without notice. But I have noticed that, each time I did this, one of my daughters would call me and then they would zoom in again. It seemed like the phone call tracked me. Lately there seems no escape. I can no longer just take off for much of a distance. And it appears that the technologies have gotten more sophisticated than they were from the 1970s to 1990s.

~ The Military Connection ~

    In December 2010 two young men, who said they were in the Navy, rented rooms, directly after I did, in a home where I was later hit with what appeared to be anthrax. Because the couple, whom I rented from, also appeared to be involved, it was difficult to point fingers, although only one of the Navy guys was there when I was hit with the anthrax type symptoms.
    In 2012 I had been asking for answers as to why I am being targeted and, within a couple days, a truck with a veteran license plate pulled up near me. As I hand him the "Public Notice" paper, he said, "All military men are brainwashed." This appeared to be a quoting of what I had said, in the late 1980s, to a neighbor who's little brother was aiming for the military. It was just one of those spontaneous intuitions that surfaced out of concern for her brother. I had no knowledge of how deep it now appears to have been.
    Since I was being targeted before the 1980s, this was not the full answer to my question, but it was probably the reason for the vamp up, which separated me from friends and family and took my Loudon, NH home...etc.
    These experiences definitely point to military involvement with targeting me. But I still do not believe that my own government (as a whole) would do this to me. I believe that those who have been targeting me are part of the same communistic/sadistic force that is also taking over the USA and probably already has at least some of our military controlled through the secret use of microwave mind control technologies.
    The questions now are, how much of the take-over has already been accomplished and can it be reversed in time to restore our freedom and how many more of us will be destroyed before the lethal technological targeting is exposed and stopped?

~ Imprisonment of Growth ~

    My deepest concern about any sort of long term mind control being performed on humanity is the way it interferes with our natural process of personal and spiritual growth. When people are not allowed to retain their own natural process of thinking and feeling they can not grow and evolve into all that they were meant to be. This is just plain common sense. A good “old school” psychologist would be able to explain the ramifications far better then I can. But I feel, in my heart, that what is being done to us is preventing our growth and damaging our souls. . .and that it is far worse than any other type of abuse, because its effects are long term - exactly how long term is yet to be determined. (It may even be perminent with certain types of brain damge that can be remotely inflicted with microwave or laser types of weapons.) My instints are feeling that this is the most dangerous thing humanity has ever had to face and bring an end to. And my soul is screaming STOP - THIS HAS TO IMMEDIATELY STOP!

    I believe that both of my children have been used for remote technological mind control experimentation, since early childhood, and I’ve recently had insights on how it has stunted or prevented their psychological and spiritual growth.
    In the late 1980s and early 1990s their behaviors sometimes suddenly and unexplainably changed with sudden outbursts of uncharacteristic statements and what appeared to be personality swaps between the two of them.
    I understand how strange the personality swap thing sounds. It seems so wierd to me that I am reluctant to even share it. And I am too technologically ignorant to understand what may have been happening to them. But I noticed the swaps, and it felt so odd that I had even gone to a counsler, and she said she’d never heard of such a thing. She is no longer alive and I will probably never be able to proove this. But my instincts are now saying that their sudden rounds of unusual behaviors were due to technological mind control experimentation.
    The first obvious microwave head aches I experienced were in 1974. Before I realized the technologies that were being used on my brain, I didn’t understand what was happening to me during those times when I suddenly felt so numb and blocked that I wondered if I was becoming ill or being drugged. In looking back at it now, I believe that I was being drugged, on top of experiencing remote technological mind control, through certain time periods, because I’ve noticed that the mind control part of the targeting effects me less since I have guarded my food and water and belongings and there is no good chance of being drugged.
    It feels like my process of inner growth has been being interfered with, through technological experimentation, since at least the mid 1970s. I have not yet had time to privately and quietly process most of what has happened to me. But the bottom line is that my process of inner growth has not been allowed to take its own natural course since my childhood and the same has happened to my children and other people, whom I know.
    I feel like I have been locked in a cage and not allowed to fully be who I am, not allowed to think or feel what I’d naturally think or feel, not allowed to do what I have needed to be doing with my life. It feels like decades of my life have been stolen from me and replaced with heaps of confusion and trauma that I will need to focus on healing from if I am ever allowed to be free from the targeting.
    I am now 55 years old and am still experiencing rounds of targeting that are spiritually, mentally and physically debilitating. And my daughters are still successful mind control victims - held in cages that prevent them from fully being who they are. I feel indescribably hurt that this is happening to us. To say that the pain and frustration is excruciating does not cover it. Perhaps, if I am ever allowed to process my feelings (if the targeting ever stops) I will be able to explain and share a lot more.

~ Positive Affirmations ~

    Part of the programming in microwave mind control victims appears to be like a hypnotic suggestion that makes us retain, and repeat in our minds, things that we hear. And this sets us up for internalization of the negative messages they deliver through stalkers and media as well as electromagnetic frequencies directed into our brains. But we can use THEIR programming to help defuse it, through subjecting ourselves to more than the usual positive messages.
    Since early 2012, I have often found myself watching my own video for Targeted Individuals, the one that says, “Imagine. . .a world that cares and understands and helps. It could happen! It could! It will. Love will win.” Sometimes it brings tears to my eyes, because my struggle to survive the darkness I’m surrounded by, has been so long and intense and painful. . .that I’ve needed to keep affirming (for myself) this message I wrote for other Targeted Individuals.
    I am working on plugging more positive affirmations into my mind, because the criminal programming can help MY OWN thoughts, ideas and affirmations stick as well as their negative ones. Lately I am deeply struggling and find my survival instincts kicking in with positive afirmations to myself. When they make street lights go out near me (which is a regular practice) or have puppets put vehicle head lights out as they approach me. . .I say out loud, “God’s Light is still shining.” And I know it is.
    When we counter their attacks with positive afirmations it helps us. So here is a list of positive affirmations for those of us who are being heavily targeted and are suffering the damaging effects of criminal/dark/sadistic/evil mind control. Please use them and/or some of your own. Tell yourslff what you need to hear from a loved one.

I will be OK
(I have this written in a banner on my phone.)

People care about me
(They are just not being allowed to show it.)

Someday I will be free
(And I will be able to recover from this.)

I am a good person
(No matter mistakes I’ve made.)

I am not as alone as I feel
(We stand alone. . .together)

God Loves me
(Unconditionally)

These crimes will be exposed and stopped
(The rest of Humanity will find the courage to stand up for us as well as their own future)

Humanity will regain its freedom from technological targeting

The Light is shining for us
(Sometimes we just can’t see or feel it.)

LOVE will win.
(It will.)

    If you want to take this a bit further, close your eyes and imagine an Angel holding and rocking you in His or Her arms and saying, “I love you.” Let yourself feel the comfort of that love. YOU ARE LOVED. Its OK to cry.



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